That'll do pig...that'll do....

Well I think its about time for another update for those who care.

Lately I've been feeling like I've been wasting time on certain things like playing video games. I could be using that valuable time that I can never reobtain to write scripts and make movies but I'm not. I need to get my priorities straight but with my ADD it seems like video games and television are the only things that can hold my attention for prolonged amounts of time. I hate it. It holds me back so much. I would be so much farther along in life if I had an attention span and if I didn't procrastinate. Ugh. At least if I'm playing video games I should be playing Halo online with my friends that way I'm having fun with them and chatting. But I don't have Halo or an online membership on Xbox. Lately I feel less attached to video games and feel like I should just sell them but at the same time, games coming out in the future keep me attached to them. I kind of wish it were the 1930s or something where I have nothing better to do than read and write. No video games, no tv, no problemo. What makes it worse is I bought a new HD tv yesterday. As much as I think the tv is beautiful, it doesn't help my situation. My computer is also another enemy of mine. I mean I could be using it to write scripts but pen and paper actually holds my attention especially since computers hold many of distractions.

Anywho I'm starting to dislike work but appreciate it all the same. If I didn't have it, I'd be wasting even more time with video games and the computer. But I don't like the way I'm treated by guests. Especially since most of them aren't from our country initially, they don't realize its rude to interrupt you while you are helping someone, or whistle at you to get your attention, or to yell for your attention from ten feet away and wave you over as if your some sort of dog. I want to be able to ignore them but at the same time I'm getting paid for it. I prefer cashier because people don't ask me questions that I can't answer due to my limited knowledge of electronics and because I don't really get treated lame. But standing there ringing people up for hours on end gets dull.

I have come to realize I wrote kind of a bit there so I will shut up for now. I'm going to listen to some Wintersun and be emo. Minus the emo. Plus the epicness of Wintersun. And real epicness not the type where someones like "wow that pizza tasted epic". Eff that steal my word and destroy it will you...well I'm starting to wear soccer shirts so if that becomes a fad I know someones spying on me. And I will end them. End transmission.