Halloween on the horizon

Halloween is a mere couple of days away and even though I am 21 years old, it still tends to excite me. I have a costume, but out of the fact I want to surprise people at Vision tomorrow I will not say what it is. I probably still get excited about it because I like dressing up (I also cosplay. I blame it on drama class in high school). I am spending my actual Halloween going to Rocky Horror with Brittany and Kylie. I don't like Rocky Horror, but I love my friends and am perfectly willing to sit through it for them. Plus another excuse to wear my awesome costume. We have a coincidental theme going on with our costumes.

But after Halloween is said and done it's back to the real world. Not only am I probably going to be working to the bone for the next few months, but holiday pressure is going to get to me. Barf.

Lately I've been in a certain situation. One of which isn't by any means a bad situation to be in, just a confusing one. I haven't been in this situation in a few years so I don't really know how to handle it like I used to. Even though the situation I'm in is the same type of situation as in the past, its definitely far different. I want to know what the next step to take is, but I'm going to have to wait. God likes to keep us on our toes. Which I love because it allows one to follow what he want's rather than what one desires in his/her own heart. I would love to see how this situation pans out.
My costume is contained within this picture. And for all you know, it could be one of the princesses.

That'll do pig...that'll do....

Well I think its about time for another update for those who care.

Lately I've been feeling like I've been wasting time on certain things like playing video games. I could be using that valuable time that I can never reobtain to write scripts and make movies but I'm not. I need to get my priorities straight but with my ADD it seems like video games and television are the only things that can hold my attention for prolonged amounts of time. I hate it. It holds me back so much. I would be so much farther along in life if I had an attention span and if I didn't procrastinate. Ugh. At least if I'm playing video games I should be playing Halo online with my friends that way I'm having fun with them and chatting. But I don't have Halo or an online membership on Xbox. Lately I feel less attached to video games and feel like I should just sell them but at the same time, games coming out in the future keep me attached to them. I kind of wish it were the 1930s or something where I have nothing better to do than read and write. No video games, no tv, no problemo. What makes it worse is I bought a new HD tv yesterday. As much as I think the tv is beautiful, it doesn't help my situation. My computer is also another enemy of mine. I mean I could be using it to write scripts but pen and paper actually holds my attention especially since computers hold many of distractions.

Anywho I'm starting to dislike work but appreciate it all the same. If I didn't have it, I'd be wasting even more time with video games and the computer. But I don't like the way I'm treated by guests. Especially since most of them aren't from our country initially, they don't realize its rude to interrupt you while you are helping someone, or whistle at you to get your attention, or to yell for your attention from ten feet away and wave you over as if your some sort of dog. I want to be able to ignore them but at the same time I'm getting paid for it. I prefer cashier because people don't ask me questions that I can't answer due to my limited knowledge of electronics and because I don't really get treated lame. But standing there ringing people up for hours on end gets dull.

I have come to realize I wrote kind of a bit there so I will shut up for now. I'm going to listen to some Wintersun and be emo. Minus the emo. Plus the epicness of Wintersun. And real epicness not the type where someones like "wow that pizza tasted epic". Eff that steal my word and destroy it will you...well I'm starting to wear soccer shirts so if that becomes a fad I know someones spying on me. And I will end them. End transmission.

Rooocket Riiide!

So Tuesday night was the Edguy show. As most of you SHOULD know, Edguy is my favorite band of all time. They come around once a year (I saw them last year too) but this year killed. I went with my friend Kevin and we were screwing around the entire show. We were sarcastically throwing up the metal sign in all kinds of goofy ways and got Tobias and Jens to do it back at us. We also screamed ROCKET RIDE!! many times in hopes they would play it. He eventually said "My band mates don't know how to play it" but whether he was talking about Rocket Ride and not some other song, I don't know. Someone also yelled "play Slayer!!!" and Tobias responded with "I can't sing Slayer I'm a fuckin' chicken". Hahaha that man is hilarious. They whole night he was cracking clever jokes. They played a solid set (they didn't play Mysteria which saddened me but I was glad they didn't play Catch Of The Century and Fucking With Fire). They pulled out a mini piano toy thing and Kevin yelled "Play Rocket Ride on that thing!" which cracked a few of us up. They ended up playing Runaway by Bon Jovi. And the intro to The Trooper by Iron Maiden. Great show we had a blast. Kevin said that's the most active he's ever been at a show.

So I'm going to Halloween Haunt tonight at Knott's. Pretty excited for that. Going to be sporting my glow in the dark Tron shirt. Win.